Category Archives: dreams and numbers

A video before I knew of its actual existence.

My first recollection ever dream initiated lucid dream, or DILDS, happened on a Spring evening somewhere in 2001. I was focusing on the hypnagogic imagery of flashing red colors bursting before my eyes. I was focusing on it. The subconscious transformed into a evening scene of a freeway overpass and vehicles at the junction of a underpass road. I felt myself being drifted into this landscape. It wasn’t a paralyzed awake moment as in ASP. This happened in a lucid dream. The imagery of it was that I was floating inside the K-Mart store being pulled inside at night. The florescent nights were on. I knew that it was night and nobody was inside except a few young women. Their faces were very familiar. I had no real difficult in breathing like a panic during one of those Awareness Sleep Paralysis episodes. Anyway, when one of them told me to open my mouth I collapsed on the floor and felt this weakness overcoming my both arms like it was being covered with buckets of sand. My legs were also getting motionless. These women were giggling and began to pull my legs on this register counter. One of them gave me a gentle kiss on my forehead. I could feel the tactile of a lip gently applied on my brow. I had told them it’s too dark to pull out my wisdom teeth. The walls inside this dept. store was a beige color and the ceiling in a swirling motion, red/white candy cane wheel. One of these young females told me that I can’t go outside, whatever that meant. They didn’t look malevolent to cause me any fear. It was motionless for me. I however was able to look over my right shoulder and saw the outside parking light empty with the lamp posts lit, as well as the cars down the avenue with their headlights on. I knew what part of town I was in. This pull of my body suspended into a nowhere when this flash of white imagery flashed in my REM. Then I woke up as if nothing had happened. I didn’t record this on a dream journal, but I do recall the lucid dream vividly. Another lucid dream that followed one week later. It was inside a SOFT MACHINE music video. I was there being stared at with the eyes Kevin Ayers wide open . The image was not black n’ white in the video, “We Know What You Mean”. Rather it was a infra-red image. ”

*Update* The Soft Machine video, “We Know What You Mean”  is no longer available for me to “share” on my blog post. The one I found was uploaded on youtube in December 2006 and has  been deleted as of April 2015. If there is one I can find via uploading, I will share and post it right on here. As of now, the type of experience regarding the video before I knew that came into existence at youtube is what is a form of precognition.



Projective Catalepsy

Projective Catalepsy.
Many of us who is still inflicted or was a victim of awareness sleep
paralysis may no longer accept the phenomena/paranormal sensation of
the inability to move during a SP attack as narcolepsy. There may be
other explanations to awareness sleep paralysis. The most common
scientific explanation is that ASP is triggered off by a glitch in
the brains mechanism. In other words,a switch that goes on and off
in this area. Since the birth of cognitive/dream behavior in
1954,researchers theorized a gland in the brain produces regulated
sleep hormones which is secreted to the neurotransmitters which
switches off a mechanism as part of the biological clock that
detects both night and day in turns gives all of us the period of
rest and when to wake up. Normal paralysis from the switching off of
the brains motor functioning prevents all of us from acting out the
Rapid Eye Movement behavior,or we would actually unintentionally harm
ourselves such as knocking into objects while we sleepwalk for
It turned out from research, that there may be too much or too little
excretement that would allow the sleeper to suddenly awake during
Rapid Eye Movement or REM,finding ourselves unable to move,and those
hallucinations that are often associated with sleep paralysis. The
REM during sleep does find a sequence of dreams;/symbols that
signify a defintion of interpretations on the contrary of hypnogogic
or hypnopompic(postdormital or upon awakening)hallucination
experiences. There is also a fear of dying such as a presence
sitting upon the chest,that may indicate a entity or a spirit as a
belief by people with spiritual beliefs or a rational explanation of
sleeping related problems accordingly to the neuropyhsiological

In general, people who suffer from narcolepsy usually have sudden
sleep attacks and excessive daytime sleepiness even if performing
pyshical activities. Narcolepsy is a life long neurological disorder
that impacts highly of it’s sufferer as there are treatment
medication as a temporary solution. Studies have found that people
in higher percentage with symptoms of sleep paralysis only,are not
inflicted with excessive daytime sleepiness or EDS as in narcolepsy.
The inability sensation to move in sleep paralysis related to Out-Of-
Body Experiences or OBE and astral plane is technically called
projective catalepsy. This is not the actual inability to mobilize
during an sleep paralysis attack. I figure why it is important for
us who are among the 250,000 people with this sleeping disorder to
know the difference between the “inability sensation” and
the “actual inability” during SP. Projective catalepsy is the
phenomenon that has potential to catalyze each of our own
extrasensory perceptions. In other words both the astral and the
physical body are not aligned.
I once had a rather strange out of body experience when I found my
astral in Israel dressed in commando uniform and I am sure it was in
Port Haifa because I could see crates on these enormous freights
written in Hebrew. Accordingly to my own body’s location,the
Mediterrenean Sea was on my left side which indicates west. It is
possible that with all that strife going on in this part of the
world,I was able to perceive a glimpse of a trouble country; and
that I was to obvserve with this ESP,a multidimensional nature of
the physical world. In the last two months I was able to astral
plane during a sleep paralysis sensation. Early last month for
example,I had awoke with the inability sensation to move. I did not
panic. The feeling was that I had successfully to drive myself out
of bed and taking these floating walks on the bedroom floor towards
the bathroom. Upon arriving across the hallway where the bathroom
is,I could feel the linoneum under my bare feet and looking myself in
the mirror. I could see myself making faces at it. Then suddenly I
felt this draft pushing me back to the bedroom,then I had awoke with
a blissful feeling. The other ocassion was the feelings of pressure
when both my hands were locked and clasped behind my head as I was
in the supine position. All I had to do was focus by mentally
focusing out of this paralyzed feeling as well as breathing deeply
through my belly button,also known as the naval region, and moving
both my digitus in my fingers and toes. The next thing I saw was a
appiration of both my hands moving up and down in a vertical motion
feeling free,and was still trying to break out of this paralyzed
sensation in the physical world. Moments later the freedom from
paralysis allowed me to mobilize myself.
Awareness sleep paralysis often accepted as a sleeping disorder when
you find yourself unable to move after falling asleep or upon
awakening. ASP is also a gateway to lucid dreaming,astral plane/obe
as a way to detour the side effects of the paralysis sensation.
Lucid dreams happens only when you are aware that you are in a
dream. It gives us a hint of what we are dreaming at that moment. We
are not bound to physical restraints during lucid dreaming–anything
is possible by our own imagination. Lucid dreams also is a gateway
in overcoming nightmares,sleep paralysis and solving problems.
Several known people have attributed their wealth and
accomplishments to lucid dreaming. It sounds too good to be true. I
had a episode of a lucid dreamscape early last month,when I dreamed
of scaling the walls of a ancient pyramid in the Aztec ruins. The
vines on top of the stone arches were intense lemon lime green as I
was running across. However,there was a passage long as miles on
this particular pyramid I was on that I also leaped and leaped
farther each step I took. It was endless because I was conscious in
my dream. I can go as far as pass the end of this exotic dreamscape.
I now offer a disclaimer off how to induce a OBE/astral plane and
lucid dreams. These are from personal experiences.
Before going to bed,tell yourself “I am not going to have sleep
paralysis”; and also repeat “I am going to have a lucid dream.” One
of the best ways of reducing a SP attack is to master your
bioenergy. To do this you must also learn to concentrate on your
breathing techniques and block out negative energy. You should be
able to relax your entire body by doing this. Yoga inspired exercises
if done properly will help you stay focused. So practice this
technique by joining a yoga class at your local gym. If there isn’t
any available ,then shop around for a meditation class in your
area. If you prefer to do this at home,there are both VHS and DVD
manuals of meditation/yoga from the popular workout video
format “The Firm.” I have this format on DVD,and I am getting the
benefits from practicing yoga at my own home.
Do wear loose clothing when performing meditation/yoga exercise. It
always help the feeling of not being in tight clothing,but rather in
loose fits that allows you to feel the comfort. Also,wear no shoes.
Barefoot is best.
When breathing, focus on by inhaling through your nose and exhaling
through your naval region. This area is your astral body and is
sensitive. Tip: Don’t exert through your breathing patterns. Count 1-
2-3 at a moderate pace. This helps relax the muscles. Remember
distractions dissuades you from concentration,so turn off all loud
noises around you including any loud music; start listening to soft
sounds of beach waves or nature scenes. If these are not
available ,then project in your visual image: you are on a nice
peaceful beach or on a isolated forest enjoying the scene. Remember
to inhale and exhale. Numerous studies shows that relaxing the
muscles when doing yoga have proven to reduce the chances of high
blood pressure/hypertension along with choosing a healthy eating
Keep in mind that there are also books and online classes available
in techniques of sleep paralysis,projective catalepsy,out-of-body
experiences and other related topics,researched and taught by
experts in altered state of consciousness.

What could of been the best moment!

This very early morning after going to sleep past 1:00 A.M. The dream was inside Pac Bell Park in San Francisco(now called AT&T Park). It was the 6th game of the 2002 World Series. I was Kenny Lofton batting for the S.F. Giants. I was the quickest base runner on the 2002 S.F. Giants team and it was up to me now to clear the bases. The bottom of the ninth. Two outs with nobody on base. We were hosting the American League MLB Champs from So Cal-Anahiem Angels. We the San Francisco Giants were the National League MLB Champs from up here in No Cal. We were down by a run to tie this game. The score was Anaheim Angels 6-San Francisco 5. A blast out in the bleachers would definitely give a tied game. Rich Aurilia was due up behind the batting order right behind me. If our short stop would only blast a homer …we were to become the 2002 MLB World Series Champions. We’ve come a long way through out the entire season to get this far. Nothing was going to stop us now. Anaheim Angels rookie relief pitcher was pitching well. He had struck out the first two batters before me with fast sinkers. That stunned us. It was my turn now to overcome his strike zones. The first pitch nearly hit me. The second was a ball, the third another brush from the pitcher from the Anaheim Angels.The fourth was a strike. The fifth, I pulled the ball towards right field for a home run. The ball didn’t quite carry far enough. The right fielder dove for the ball as it almost was caught in his glove. He missed it and dived several feet on the asphalt green. The ball completely went passed by him. I was now on my way to second,when the assisted center fielder now with the ball gunned it with his almighty throwing arm. I’m getting close to third base. Closer. Closer. I slid into third, tagging the bag when nearly simultaneously the cut of man in the infield(possibility either the shortstop or second baseman) threw it to third. This third baseman quickly tagged me just about a fraction of a second when I tagged third. The umpire at third yelled out against my favor, ‘You’re out!’ A massive out pours of ‘boos! And curses at the umpire’ were echoed louder than ever,for almost an eternity. ‘What?! I’m not out’, I stubbornly refused the unrighteous call.
The dugout from our team went out to third, lead by Dusty Baker to argue with the ump. Both the skipper and the ump went face to face with words. Dusty kicked dirt on the umpires cleats. There was no use in ejecting out him. The game was officially over. Anaheim had defeated us San Francisco Giants by one run. It was the most outraged scene ever. It was literally disgusting. I Kenny Lofton was going to smack the ump in the face with a back hand. A suspension for the next game was going to be officiated. I tried to refrain myself but was pouting like a spoiled child,as I cursed and threw my helmet and jumping up and down. We had to wait another day for game 7 to come. World Series title-here we come to get what belongs to us. Not the Angels. But us-The San Francisco Giants.

End of dream.

Immersed in Numb3rs.

By now everyone is disgusted with the recent terror attacks in Brussels and demand an answer, for a lack of a better word.

I found that there was 130 days interval between the Paris attacks, Nov 13,2015 and the attacks in Brussels, there are 130 days in between.

In occult gematria, there are no zeros, so if you toss out the 0, you have left is the number 13, as in 11/13.

November 13 and March 22 are 4 months and 9 days apart.

Add these up (4+9) equal 13.

13 along with the number 33 are Masonic occult power numbers in the gematria.

So now that is only part of the puzzle within a puzzle.


Dreams. Remote Viewing?  Synchronicities. Numerology and the number 11.

All of these type of dreams or remote viewing  had taken place in a dream where it is fall and winter somewhere along the California Delta in repeated dreams in early July 2009. I see a crescent moon hovering the East. Christmas trees decorated with icicles beaming with glittering lights fill the neighborhood. Traces of an orange sunset in the western Pacific skyline. The time is about 5 P.M. or the 6 P.M. hour.

Me and some guys walk in the neighborhood. I am pacing, saying minimal, and these guys don’t know I am even walking in their presence. An econoline van primered finish picks us up heading towards 99 SB towards a city inside the Central Valley. Then into the Livermore valley on the I-580 freeway. The driver of the vehicle is obscured with only a partial facial recognition. He has a beard. He has a sharp nose. Maps of the Metro San Francisco Area and nearby regions is scattered all over the passenger seat when he hits the brakes. There is a red marker on the financial district marked x. We pull aside a storage unit. Back on the freeway we ditch the van on a foothill and torch the van. One of the occupants of the vehicle talks in a east coast accent. A green ammo box marked ‘Do Not Tamper’. There is a sense of peeping for hardware because we are on a industrial district.

There is a sense of peeping for hardware because we are on a industrial district.
Next what happens we are in another neighborhood. One of the guys, a teenage boy anxious prowls a fence looking for an entry inside a house.  I whistle at him to get down from a picket fence. Strange thing is that I am viewing him from the eyes of someone  who I am bearded, tall, muscle built, and they don’t see me as I am with them in progress. One of the people I am with has soiled black slimy fluid on his gloves and spattered on his face. The impression I get from the other guy who says nothing is he has a weapon, something of a caliber in his hand as he walks barely wounded, shuffling.
This happening might occur or did occur.

Dreams like this do have notions of illogical entanglements. Not too many times dreams/remote viewing like this does occur. Very seldom. I am convinced this RV or dream has nothing to do with me. I had not read a recent article of a bank robbery at the financial district in Frisco. What are the odds vs. chances?

 I used to reside in the California Delta which helps me remember the highways. Like I mentioned, it was mid-summer ’09 and the dream scenes is during late fall or early winter. Intertwined scenes along the way makes it complex to solve in a puzzle.

-J and T
-Bay Area foothills
-cell phones
-business park
-shopping malls
-suburban streets
-walnut trees
-man working on his vehicle
-number 10

The most weirdest is the numbers: 11421224
First time I placed these side by side was 11:42 12-24 in the initial reaction as I awoke. It was not 11:42 nor was it December 24 because I got these numbers during summer at sunrise. Twelve incidences, the time would read 12:24. These numbers was not by accident, random.

Synchronicities? Numbers are dream archetypes. This is not the only time I became a recipient for such numbers. I had something like this before 9/11. Then, times during third eye projection was usually 2:11 and 2:15. From what I read on the number 211, from the affinity numerology website:

“It may be a reminder that teamwork, friends, and relationships (2) are necessary for leadership (1) to be effective and accepted.

Your name indicates that you have a deep desire to be in charge of large projects. Realize that to be in charge requires the consent of those under your direction.” 

 This is remote viewing seeing this from a distance within the mind  of these men in the dream involved in something that is going down. And if not, this entanglement is just a problem solving dream. Another possibility: I am telepathic into somebody’s dream log. Think I am making all of this up as I am go along??

Serial ranking numbers?
Estate property?

November 21
November 22
November 24
December 1
December 11
December 12
December 14
December 21
December 22
December 24

1224 is a estate property found in the colonial states. 11421 is a serial rank#of a military officer. Just something I found that is not connected.

I had to ponder for quite some time racking up my brain repeating faster and faster. I does not make any sense by jotting down fast in speech. Could this be related to a profiled robbery-homicide case?
What a eerie feeling of heightened awareness crept up on me as to tell me something or somebody is watching me in a spooky way. I felt though a message told me to read the time. One summer during a landscaping job disposing yard clippings and wood scraps at a landfill waste site, I felt spooked, got inside the truck, cranking on the ignition switch. It was right there, a clue staring right at me: 12:42 from what I read on the digital clock inside the cab. 12:42

A bunch of numbers with 2 and 4 are coming in close and closer.

A set of numbers gathering in a synchronized pattern. Now what is one to do with such numbers? that is the question. the more I see numbers, there is a clue behind these numbers. Should this been an actual remote viewing, confirmation is required. Otherwise, these repeated dreams are just mere problem solving.

Remote Viewing can vary from the  realm of dreaming, or can be during awake, receiving information by a sender who has the details on where to find a target which the finder did not know in advance of the relayed information. If I was to peek around a location during viewing and describe all bits of vital information to the sender with accuracy then this is confirmed remote viewing. No second guess or else what I am seeing that is not on the correct information is wrong. A form of telepathy can be involved. Originally, remote viewing was a science project in quantum physics, non-local reality, that is to discover whether the mind is limited to the brain or timeless and space less. Now with reported precognitions gathered on the British Premonition Bureau, the mind is found not limited but reaches outwards around the universe. In 1972, cognitive researchers at Standford University allowed a DIA program to use psychic phenomenon for gathering covert psychic spies to eavesdrop on foreign agencies. race relationships with Soviets to arms race. Almost twenty-five years later, the Stargate Project had been disbanded and a small percent of the project has been classified to the public.
Could it be there is a message from the cosmos giving me a sign something big is yet to unravel that had taken place or is yet to come. My first name has significant meaning to dreams; my name is derived from a prophet a Persian, in the Old Testament who was a captive of the Babylonians and he was thrown in a lions den where he had dream like visions of the future. To correlate to this ancient dreamer, most of my life I had strange dreams. Just perhaps it was no mistake I was named after this prophet. I was predestined to be a recipient for numbers in dreams and while awake?

 Another piece of fascination in numerology is 111. In the dream there is a crime that “might” be going down during Christmas season in California’s Central Valley. Just maybe these guys were part of a conspiracy, huger than a bank robbery. Sounds rather silly, but worth taking a look into. This should be robbery without such influence by numbers. 211 is the California penal code number for robbery. If this was a diabolical agenda on roughly around Christmas Eve, 111 days after this festival day is around the Passover and Easter in early April, depending on which calendar year. As we know, Passover and Easter varies from late March to early to mid April. 11:11 is a also a significant number to dark occultists. Occultists practice using numbers in achieving their crimes. That said does not mean everyone who keeps on seeing numbers in 11:11 are that, criminals. Illuminati of such Secret Societies plot out Illuminati “power numbers” of 11 and 13 in doing a diabolical agenda. An example in 9/11, a 911 day gap between the 9/11/01 attacks and the Madrid train bombings on 3/11/04; this numerology of 911 days was confirmed by the FBI. Then there was that averted Sears Tower attack on April 20,2004 having a numerology connection with the London Bombings on July 7,2005. In between those days were 444 days.

The Iranian Embassy siege lasted 444 days. Here is one: Between the July 7,2005 London Bombings and  June 6,2006=333 days. June 6,2006 is a diabolical meaning to the Mark Of The Beast=666. 666 Numerology, part of the dark spiritual 11:11. June 6,2006 is 666 if you were to eliminate the two century digits of the calendar year.
Aleister Crowley’s “Mark Of The Beast” 666 and his Qabalistic 777.
6/06/2006 – 6/6/6 – 6/6/6 = 666.
The London attacks July 7,2005
7/07/2005 – 7/7/2+0+0+5 – 7/7/7 = 777.
Illuminati terrorists use the number 11 to commit such global atrocities. The Illuminati believe they are in the bloodline of Cain and Lucifer as their First Father. They may even personally know their sacrificial victims. I’ve heard dark spiritualists in the Illuminati occult use the number 111 in fetal abductions; whether that number is involved in a huge way, how evil can anyone get. Three is an Illuminati occult number in representation of mock the Trinity. Out here in California a string of  missing women, many who were pregnant became an increasing alarming phenomenon still classified as victims fallen prey to a suspected serial killer who resided in a 80 mile radius from where the females lived. The vanishing of these same women went on in a five year period from 1999-2003. Most were found dead, some remain unaccounted. The FBI/DOJ has a ton of VICAP Violent Criminal Apprehension Program files on
each case.

The number 111 is also significant in numerology of year, month, and day between the September 11,2001 attacks and The October 12, 2002 Bali Bombings in Indonesia. October 12, 2002 is  1 year, 1 month, and 1 day after September 11,2001. 111 are Mystic and Super Power Numbers in Occult Numerology. There is a interesting link between a Illuminati Bohemian Grove occult in the Santa Rosa Hitchhiker Murders. Documentary: DARK SECRETS: INSIDE BOHEMIAN GROVE The Bohemian Grove sanctuary located in Monte Rio outside of Guernerville in Sonoma County is a 2,700 acre Redwood resort for influential members of society in a get-together retreat engaging in binge drinking and participate in pagan ritual ceremonies that includes a plausible link to abducted children. In other areas: pedophilia, queer activity and a worst case possibly imagined: burning of human bodies. From this website a featured article entitled THE TRUTH ABOUT BOHEMIAN GROVE. Though an all male order, the only women allowed are prostitutes. Some of the hitchhiker murders have elements of the murder of runaway teens, suggested occult activity, and sexual assaults that seem tied with S&M fetish or sexual deviancy. See California Occult Murders and California Astrological Murders.

 Others in seeking out numbers such as 11:11 in time attribute this number as a spiritual consciousness or a message from a Higher Self asking for the goodness of people. 

 Anyone else having the same experience with remote viewing/dreams + numbers are welcome to drop in a comment or two, and perhaps we can make a online repository on our dream numbers and what do they mean to us. Try to keep it clean without using insults in attempts to debunk these numbers, whether there is a coincidence or something meaningful.